Ranting

Just so you know, in this mean time, I have 6 draft posts on my blog. 6 freaking drafts, all of which are over 500 words long, but sucked so much that I couldn't bring myself to edit and post them here.

 It's hard coming back to a practice which came so easily to me just a year ago. I used to blog nearly everyday, about everything, and now, just typing two words makes me damn lazy and scares the hell out of me.

 I'm so intimidated by blank pages and blinking cursors, it's like this vast emptiness holding out a hand at me and saying "Dude, we're gonna go on a ride, but u're going to have to determine where we go, what the place is going to look like, who the people we meet are, everything. Right down to the very last detail." And the more thought I put into it, the worse the ideas I come up with are.

 So, I end up doing something else instead of keeps writing.

P/s : I put all the blame to my part time job!